im crash

my mind crash..
i want u happy so i spend
when spend need money
earn money need find job
focus job neglect u
u not happy
tam back u need focus on u
cant find job no money
no money cant spend on u
work jor no focus on u
u not happy

lao po.. help...
what shall i do?
seriously im not rich..
i willing to spend and focus on u..
i need to earn money when i wan to have u..
i love u...
its true and truth..

the night

we seem not really happy with @ others
u din say miss me love me
and muackss to me
very obvious u not happy...
so do i..

i don know wat perception u having
i doing so hard to reach u and acc u
but the effect not there..
not i wanting the reward
just..

u seem not sweet and happy anymore with me..
i scare..
is it when i tired and stop in
focus and caring u..
u start blaming and others..
i focus a lot on u and u still feeling not enough
its d my max..
i cant outdid anymore...

wat happen to us?!?!
plz tell me... plz...

1st present: PDI shirt

wakak!
its my lao po 1st present?!?!
wow! i shock!
super thx to my lao po..
for the shirt..

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and to fang fang bro..
for the fetching..
wakaka...

very happy.. super like..
love it..
thx lao po..
love u very much..
not cuz the shirts..

but is i love u all the time..
missu here oh...